Same as the others

yeah i am bored cause i am in debate right now and i really dont have anything to do so i decided to write in my blog.... well i need to know what to do with the guy that i like so much but i dont think he knows how much i truely like him and it is hard to show someone who just came out of a bad relationship that not everyone will treat him the way she did.... he liked her all year and then he finally got her but then the bad thing was that i liked him all year and he knew it but i was still his friend and i just need something to get my mind off of him cause all i can do is think of him!!! nothing will help me no one knows how to help me so i just want him to know not all females are the same when it comes to the right way to treat a guy and same with the guys not all guys r the same he is one that is different and he know what he can and cant do he knows better..... when i told him that i liked him i was just asking him for advice about a guy i liked and eventually he guessed it but neway i asked him what i should do even after i told him who it was!! he told me we could hangout as friends to see what happens so he doesnt rush into things like the last time but idk when to hangout or nething!!! he wont really comeup with nething but all i know is that we should be hanging out on the 15th and i just really hope that we do....... well i guess i can do some work now iight ttyl

Hey guess what the guy i like is sitting right next to me and will probly read this but oh well neway yeah idk what to do cuz i kinda get scared around him..... like i dont know what to say ...... well idk know he is right next to me and i just dont know what to say or do.... i am happy tho cuz i am at school and my school didnt block this site!! so yeah i need help on what to say to this guy!!! he can be a dick somethimes and he knows it but he is so sweet to lol yeah idk i cant think of anything bad about him without a counter of something really good...... i really like this guy...... i cant get over the fact that he is right next to me and i cant do nething but type in my blog!!!!!!! What do u think i should do or should have done..... he knows i like him 2 so its not like i can tell him!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....................................... i am shocked he hasnt read this yet!!! i am so suprised cuz he is always so nosey except this one time when i dont mind if he reads it or not!!!!!

Today is one of those days i dont want to be here....one of those days i question if i know anyone here.....one of those days i wonder can anyone hear me? can i be heard can i be seen can i be cared for? well maybe i can change... but if i change who would i be....ME? No i would be some one who everyone likes but nobody loves.... but right now i am some one who little people like but also little people love.... maybe if i change i will be admired and glad i did...... but how can i do that?? how can i not be me? i am not liked because i am not like them....I CARE and that is why i am loved!! so no i wont change and i will just be myself..... mabe i can just be me and someone will see that i am better off like this.... maybe i am i dont care what ppl think i only care about the ppl.... so this is one of those days i am glad no one can here me!!!

~by: jessica lentz~

Well i am happy today because i found out that the guy i was supose to walk home with yesterday didnt even stay after so i knew something had to of happened in order for him not to be there... I called him yesterday and he told me what happened and i told him that i was waiting for 30 min (because i was) and he is still saying srry about it so yeah i dont know what the hell is going to happen maybe we can hangout today or maybe even anyday we really can but there is a carnavial comeing to our town and yeah that should be interesting because on the 15th i should be going with him so yeah!!!!! i come up with all the times we could hang out so i think he should sometime!!!!! i cant comeup with everything....right?? well neway......

ok i was suppose to go walk home with this one guy but i dont know what happened i jus hope he waited or he went home cuz if i found out that he didnt wait for me i will be so made so i just pray he didnt "stand me up" but what eva we rnt dating so i dont know y i am stressing so much well i guess i will call him really soon so i dont have to call him later so yeah i dont know what i will do cuz i realy like this kid so i guess i will just call him now srry 4 ranting but i do that a lot so i think this is a good site so i hhave the chance to rant